The Chaos endowment

9-10-2014

I haven't edited this yet so it still contains many errors. I will add visuals and change it quite a bit.

When I incarnated under the name of Joseph Smith in the early 1800s I was tasked to restore God's true gospel to the inhabitants of the earth so that the earth would be blessed by the restoral of his divine magic. I call some of his power 'divine magic' because it is so far from man's ability to replicate that it is as foreign to our ability as the concept of REAL magic is to a faithless man. The magic I'm referring to is the sealing power, priesthood power to control the elements, the keys of transfiguration, power to curse the wicked for the Kingdom's sake and the keys that give authority to reveal things for the kingdom's sake. The last on that short list is the least of all. Another key to great power are the keys of the resurrection but I'm not aware he ever delegates that power to men. It may be a God exclusive power. The term he connects to this 'magic' is priesthood power. Divine priesthood is the power of God delegated to man. A primary reason why Jesus gave us the Lord's prayer is to remind us of an important dynamic of reality as I paraphrase Jesus speaking of what the Father owns: "For thine is the Kingdom and the Power and the Glory forever, amen"

To cut to the chase a man needs to have started the work of God to claim ownership of it. God the Father is the base quantum power source of all of this work and that is why he claims pure ownership of all of it. That glory goes to God the Father for being the original initiator of our experience in this conscious reality. The Son realizes this and still iterates this truth despite his labors as our Savior. The Savior has obtained the same glory as the father but he is still working to wrap up the work he promised he do for the father and this won't be realized until this round is up for truly the Savior spoke: "No man commeth unto the father but by me".

To own this show(as God does) one must drive himself to be 'subject unto the will of the father in all things from the beginning' and that means developing ones talents, growing as a spirit being, overcoming failure(and that includes mega fails from past lives), and learning to love, care and respect God's children. Once a man has done these things he'll still be required to prove he's the greatest under the son by recovering God's children from their lost and fallen state more than anyone who has lived on one of his planets. Being within the proximity of a Savior while doing so may also be a requirement. Being able to replicate everything under the Son is the glory of a true master, and you must be able to do so, as I can. I have enough past live credentials to prove how to manufacture the BEST acting performance, the BEST music performances, the BEST respect a divine being can have for his peers and so forth. #1's is what I've manufactured in my incarnations on this planet and I have the pedigree to prove it and have put on performances that most people under the Son have been able to prove they can do. Not using me as a resource is the stuff of a person with poor intelligence. I can do it all and have proven it. Proofs are a requirement to be welcomed into the eternal kingdom of Gods and completing your pedigree of proofs is to be 'subject unto the will of the Father in all things from the beginning'. I have not completed this life and the proofs inherent in my birth vision yet, and will need to prove I can 'trample the winepress of the fury of the wrath of God' with all aide withdrawn if I want to qualify to be a power source for this reality we call our universe. A God must buy into his own science and the shaping science God uses to teach the human soul includes both pressure, pleasure and pain. The atonement is God suffering along side us for all the pain we have inflicted on ourselves and others and to pay for the pain you would have to pay for had he not delivered you from Hell as a byproduct of his mercy.

It's the final 'pain study' a man must have to become an everlasting Father of creation. Once a man has proven the same stuff Jesus did through his atonement he is given all power in heaven and on earth and can be glorified as a man that can manufacture all things in creation from the base to the top. He is eternal and that means he's above time. He can time travel anywhere in time or space to initiate or contain anything he has immediate dominion over. We all work for God until we reach the status Jesus has and as of September 10th 2014 Jesus still hasn't completed all the work he promised to do for the Father so we can still argue that he's still working for him. Once he finishes up the work of this round of eternal development(which appears to be sometime in the ballpark of another thousand years or longer) he'll likely shift his focus to work that flows directly from him and all the work that is completed by his creations will be to glorify him rather than his father.

He's very busy but he likes his work and wouldn't be busy unless it was truly his pleasure. The base principle that Michael Jordan internalized to become the best basketball player of all time is to "play for the love of the game." This is an eternal principle. All the things you do in your eternity need to be done with that base intention. There will be times you will be called to suffer and those times are so you can prove to yourself you can overcome that task of suffering and come out on top as a winner by doing what Jesus would do(which many of us call righteousness). Most suffering is self simulated or as a byproduct of Lunatics who have been given power and dominion. All those lunatics will perish and be put under the feet of their creator. God always wins. Might as well join him because any work to defy him is purely futile. He will defeat you if you fight against him. His methods are so much beyond our state of primitiveness that he doesn't bother to show them until you die. When he comes in his glory all the wicked will be burnt to a crisp. Literally. ALL of them. There is a dispute about whether or not the righteous will be lifted from the earth using technology(like alien technology) or if their bodies will be translated to a state they can withstand the glory of the Lord. I haven't requested a revelation on that topic yet.

This article discusses why spirits can die and why they choose death. I sum it up and call it the Chaos endowment. Although most of us find it's very easy to be successful if we enjoy thriving on Chaos the important thing to understand is that we don't spend our time worshipping death or worshipping things we can do to screw other people. Although virtually all of us have fails and mega fails throughout all the lives we've spent on this planet(and other planets) we must overcome them. If we've done evil (or large evils) we must turn away from them to be successful.

The problem with many people is that they let pursuit of pleasure and body highs defy their faith or logic. If they have no faith they must learn to confess that many things that are evil feel very enjoyable to do whether it be a physical confrontation(adrenaline high), over indulgence of food, dominion highs(feelings of empowerment that come from controlling other people), sexual disorder and so forth we all must commit to turning away from the things that lead to imbalanced and unhealthy states of mind.

When I was Joseph Smith I set up a temple ceremony called 'the endowment'. When we incarnate we must make our goal to increase our endowment of divine energy until the energy is complete by proving all the things that are required of a man or woman to prove. I have a complete endowment of the Holy Ghost. The evidence of that can be realized once you gain a testimony that John the Baptist was one of my lives. The scriptures state that John was "filled with the Holy Ghost from his mothers womb".

We collect treasures and growth experiences in each incarnation. We collect more if we listen to God, his word and those he has sent to teach the people. We collect the most if we take seriously the effort we need to increase our endowment of divine energy. We can do this by serving people and by doing it because we like it. If we don't like to do it then we must exert our will to study the science of learning how to like it. We must exert our will to be happy and content in doing things we don't initially like to do. An example of how I proved this factor for myself in my life was by being employed at a grindshop for a metal company(VDM metals) in the middle of summer. It was super hot in the factory from top to bottom(and even more hot at the metal shaping mill). I let myself slip into a state of being burnt out with the job because I didn't learn to enjoy the muscles pain in my neck(from constantly bending it over) and overhwelming heat from the factory and physical effort. I exerted my will to be happy and content by enjoying every moment, enjoying the burn I felt in my muscles from working hard for 8 hours. Enjoying the fulfillment I got from sweating and enjoying the exposure to the heat that both my pores and skin felt. After working there for 2 months I felt there was no other place I would rather work, although I would prefer to work there only about 3 days a week(so that I would have time to work on my next career jump to a career I could bring in much more money). I need money to help shape this planet into a dreamstate. I'm the ancient of days. I can show everyone how to turn this place form a nightmare into a dream state. I am the sandman. I am the one who can make the dream system that was predicted by young children in Europe but it appears I must earn my opportunities the hard way: by appealing to faithless people through the performances of basic(but well performed) talents. This is the easy way for a man of my ability to bring in millions of dollars. My ability and proven claims are such that I may naturally scare away people trapped in a state of egoism or lust for dominion over me. I am my own leader and can do almost anything under the son. Some of the spirit gifts mentioned in my bible are still out of my grasp because I won't pay to have them and to upkeep them--but I plan to pay for an maintain them after I make the money I need to shape the planet into a dreamstate.

The Apostles of Jesus didn't even realize who I was and that I was the Elias that was predicted until Jesus pointed it out to them. It appears they might want another testimony of their poor intelligence by rendering me no aide or business opportunities to get me closer to solving ALL of the problems of the planet. I don't get mad at people that can't discern what I can do or bring to the table, I just acknowledge they are not true owners. They are not of the metal of the Godhead and therefore they're not very Godlike. If they would realize the need to get me closer to my goals then they would rightfully prove they are worthy of my confidence that they are more Godlike than most.

The problem with knowing so much is that I can see right through everyone, all their problems, all their dramas, all the things they need to do to gain the gift of eternal life and thus I will reveal to you why people choose death and destruction.

So there is a divine endowment and a chaos endowment. The divine one needs to be built through dilligence, faith and by learning to love and respect all men. The chaos endowment is what people earn by screwing other people and learning to like it. It's one thing to pull a screw and another to like it. If you've earned a chaos endowment throughout your lives then you will not live forever unless you kill it. No one appears to know if the soul actually can die--but it appears it can if one decides to become an angel to the devil. Such a soul becomes an inheritor of perdition and perdition is a place of pure misery, filth, pain and nastiness. It's so bad that Jesus commented on spirits that inherit that place: "It would have been better that they never had been born" The spirits there are so full with death and cancor that they are constantly in a contest to see who can be the most nasty, the most evil and the most destructive. They want to do anything to you to invoke terror iike kill you, rape you, molest you, beat on you and do everything to administer their misery to you. Demons are awarded with life energy by entangling their victims by encouraging them to do evil. They actually suck away your God given power and thus pull you into a state of increased misery. Even if the misery is barely discernable, they're still sucking your lifeforce. They are salesmen of death.

The problem with ignorance is that it breeds demons. When we talk about salvation the good news is that an intelligent person can exert his will to enjoy life by having fun without costing anyone their own will, peace or happiness. We must enjoy our freedom(and most of us do) and realize it comes as a result of living life in concert with care and respect for our fellow men. The Golden rule is our chief guide to experiencing happiness: treat people how you want to be treated. It turns out some people learn how to like to inflict pain on other people.

When I was a 4 year old child I remember my 14 year old step uncle Mark Carlson coming up to me and grabbed my ear lope between his two fingers and squeezed his two fingers together as hard as he could, smiling with a passion for the work he was doing. It hurt, I didn't like it very much but I could tell he was enjoying himself so much I wasn't sure if whinning about it would be the best thing to do. I whinned the first time but each subsequent time I just tried to redirect my attention to something else as if to appear I could handle it but it would be better to do something else.

Later the same man molested me. I can't say he would have molested me had he not been molested many times by a guy name Frank. At the end of the day It turns out he likes to inflict pain, thinking it to be a gift to the people he gives it to. It's hard to separate him from his fascination with it. Mark Carlson was Caligula, of Rome.

It appears he evolved away from this phase of pain infliction. He served a mission in the LDS church. He was well liked when I was a child.

In all reality all I know is that he will not be successful if he doesn't kill his chaos endowment.

He must learn to overcome his great love to inflict pain on other people. Perhaps he will redirect that love to inflict pain solely to himself. The divine explaination for why people shift to the devil's side is because they 'love light more than darkness'.

Throughout any of our development we will learn to love some type of darkness(or perhaps all types). We must push through and overcome this love if we are to be successful at life. Everyone's required to study what it's like to be born in a household full of evil. The truth is none of us can be very successful at manifesting our talents and abilities if our development is screwed up by negative circumstances. Jesus Christ would not have been able to lead a perfect life if he didn't have a good upbringing, I guaruntee it. "And he shall grow up like unto a tender plant".

So if you want to be successful then start confessing all the darkness that you love and that you love it and that you're committed to killing your chaos endowment. I say it again: Throughout lives everyone slips into thinking they like some kinds(or many kinds) of darkness. To be successful as a sentient being is to shave off that attraction, while the veil is drawn. There is only so much you can do without a body. Being a master is the end result of all the lives we stack together and it's followed by an eternal retirement from mortality. People that become demons never kill their chaos endowment, love to be ignorant, love not to listen, love to be controlled by other forces and love to do things that bring them pleasure, regardless if those things are souless pleasures. They learn to love to screw people, hurt people, kill lie and cheat as if those things are worth loving. All demons are just temper tantrum throwers. Become striped of any disposition to have temper tantrums and you will find success very natural.

The problem is that many people develop their chaos endowment due to their own state of ignorance and then never turn things around. They can't reincarnate unless they reach a state of innocence again but because they've invested so deeply in their chaos endowment they will never succeed as a child of God unless they listen and follow the formula. Most of these people have to pay for their sins in hell. When we repent of evil we can prevent people from seeing the scars that evil left on us through repentance. If we fall back into the same sin then all the other sins from our past lives will be re-revealed until we repent again by raising our our mind and the vibration of our soul to one that is divine in nature.

There will be more than a hundred million people that try to kill the two witnesses that will tread Jerusalem and all of them will die in the manner they try to kill those witnesses. They will be clearly innocent in demeanor, ability and intentions. This is God's first method for cleansing the earth of the wicked. The earth will be blessed by the exit of those people that try to kill the two witnesses. Christ will come soon afterwards and initiate the millenium of peace where he will reign on he planet according to his will and pleasure or delegate that leadership to someone else he trusts while he's away. Our lives will be lives of bliss and feel like they are a dream. This earth belongs to Jesus Christ. He has paid for it with his blood. Resurrected beings will come too and fro from the planet like super heroes that need no space craft. Towards the end of the millenium many people will again deny their God and commit perdition sin so that they qualify to become angels to the devil. There will be anywhere from .4%-2% of the people that will elect to become angels to the devil at that point. They get to be losers and more miserable than you can imagine for thousands of years and will be the new demons for the next round. The round will be on a new world and there will be a new Savior. Will it be possible for the many demons to actually die because no one will feed them in the millenium of peace? I wonder if they can starve because they don't have enough energy.

I think demons can be killed because I killed one while on the astral plane last night. Most demons appear in a form that fits the minds projection of their value. Most appear like looney tunes. That's the only appearance Satan could appear to me as when he tried to kill me one night while on my bed. I only saw his hand but I didn't want to see more because I know he will not hesitate to do something to cause terror or to try to trouble me. There are techniques you can learn to lift the veil from your mind while your eyes are closed and see beings on the spirit plane. There was a demon that tried to attack me last night and I had infinite strength to defeat him, being filled with God's power and no doubt in myself. The demon kept trying to strangle me. If felt a little like what a I imagine a Looney tune would if it was alive, like rubber. As I moved to release its strangle grip from my neck it continued to come back for more. I grab its arm and managed to rip it off. When I ripped it off I could see it was empty inside. It still had 2 legs and another arm to effort with so it decided to use them to strangle me. I pulled them off me once more. It came back with another intention to kill me so I ripped it off my body and broke it in half with my bare hands, killing it. When I looked at the face it did not look scarey, it actually was wearing a big, fake smile. It reminded me of Daffy duck but its eyes were bigger and it looked a lot more fake than Daffy is drawn like a wanna be happy duck.

So demons are empty, looney, and fake from the tip of their head down to the bottom of their toes. Whether or not I actually killed a demon(a former seed of God) or the experience was just a metiphor for a past or future event, I'll have to find out some day.

Just remember you must LISTEN to God if you want to be success. Listen to all the things he asks you to do to be successful. Remember not to be afraid of failure, the sins you did in past lives, and to start living in a way you feel you like and love yourself. Have as much good fun as you can and become expert in the things of eternity. Start envisioning your dream reality. It might have lots of food, adventuring, entertainment or erotica, just make sure you're doing the things that cause you to esteem your life as having great value.

We wanna cut the loss of souls down to a minimum and that is made a reality through education and positive endowment building. It hurts to lose souls. Because each person that becomes a demon(and can no longer reincarnate) commits such a nasty act of murder we don't mourn very deeply for most of them. When they do such an act it shifts their vibration to a very low level and we can against see all the evil they did as recorded on their soul. Many people call the place where our good and evil acts are recorded the Akashic record and a lot of these souls will reveal vasts records of iniquity. It doesn't hurt as bad to lose a soul that has been screweing so many people for so long but the better answer is to realize a fundamental of reality: YOU NEED TO BE INTELLIGENT TO WIN! God is at the door with a message--LISTEN TO IT IF YOU WANT TO BE SUCCESSFUL. Every last successful human soul gained success through a process of exerting his will to listen and by applying(or trying to apply) what was spoken, even if he was evil in many past lives he can turn it around. Despite whether or not you believe a person who has done a lot of evil in past lives can actually turn it around I imagine there are likely proofs that there have been many people that made it to a state of Godhood who had such pasts by exerting their will to be intelligent and to turn things around as a spirit being by killing their choas Endowment. Replacing the love for iniquity choas with a love for good is how to do it. Always remember not to invest in evil because you will never be able to esteem your life as having much value if you spend it hurting others and how one esteems himself means everything when it comes down to loving yourself. If you don't love yourself you'll never give yourself a chance to be successful.